Pre-'Cher Day

G-double O-D JOB
to all SCs + interns + whoever else that's involve in the TDC.
Finally there's nothing to disrupt me in starting to revise for the exams. Despite being the welfare i/c, I have nothing to do with it in this event, instead I was in-charge of IT. And i think that almost everyone knows that I need the Guide in IT for Dummies book. Nontheless my team and I pulled it through.


07A2 Loves Ms Choo and Ms Low
Happy Teacher's Day

Teeny Droplets of happiness

The rainy season came in really early this year. It's not due like till mid September or early October or something like that. All thanks to us homosapiens in contributing to global warming.

Today baby accompanied me to the library to study, but he got wet 'cause my teeny-weeny umbrella can't fit the both of us so he sacrificed himself. And me staying at the mecca of foreign workers doesn't really help, the place was freaking crowded with people of different dialects. And there were people sitting on planks of wood 'cause it occupied their grass for their weekly picnic, baby and I can't stop making jokes at them. Baby was like a predator preying on any male species who dare laid their eyes on me 'cause the place is like freakishly crowded with foreigners, its as if you're in a foreign land. The ironic thing is, he was holding my waist and they didn't even bother to look at him. And because of that and other stuffs like the rain, he got really pissed. But no worries, he cheered up soon after.

Gosh my laptop screen is so freaking dirty. Anyway I brought my Sims Double Deluxe CD so that baby could play while I study. In the end, I ended up playing with him, or play more than him. hahahahaha.

That's the Sims he created. It's suppose to resemble the both of us. But mine did look a little like me, while his looks like a jock. Baby was so unsattisfied with the plot, 'cause my Sim kept thinking about his friend and all that nonsense, and then he playfully got mad at me for no reason. It's virtual world for goodness sake.

Okay one last thing to share. I have this guy friend who claimed that he has fallen in love with one of my girl friends, and know he's being exactly like a girl who has feelings for a guy. HAHA. Way to go %$$#@$.

BABY. YOU OWE ME AN ICE SCREAM SUNDAE.

shoots, I owe him a hand-sewn pillow n bag, a friendship bracelet n other pricey stuffs.

Moody, moodless, annoyed, bleahhhhhh

I have been so freaking busy lately, that it's super annoying

schoolschoolschoolSCdanceSCLitPaper5examSCSCSCschoolschoolPWSCschoolPWSCdance.

time alone = zilch. what more time for revision.
I've been having very bad mood swings lately, mostly all the time, and my number 1 victim would be my dearest boyfriend, whom I know that he's hurt constantly by the fights that I picked up, the fights that could be avoided, all those mean sarcastic remarks and unappreciative attitude. I'M SORRY BABY . Seriously, I don't know what's going on with me, what I'm getting at. I'm moody even at home, while talking to my mom I just blasted at her for no reason.

Baby's got a new job at Ritz Carlton, so I won't be able to see him often. In a way that's a good thing 'cause it gives me more personal time to roam around, especially to kick-start that long awaited revision 'cause the darn promos are like in 3 weeks. I think I'm selfish and insensible, but I just don't get it why is there a need for him to see me everyday. And we get into fights because of this.

Seriously, the stress has gotten to me.

Such a lonely day, and it's mine

Wei Xuan's in NS, Nisa's all alone, talking about him and their relationship non-stop is just an indication that she misses him badly. And when it's my boy's turn to go over there (to change into a man), the moment I start to fell lonely, the first person that I'll cry on would be dearest Nisa, cause she did the same towards me too when she felt lonely. There's no other person than Nisa that could understand my position, being in love and juggling with school and friends and family, she's going through the same things as me, but she experienced it a year and two days longer than I have.

We're similar in the sense then when the both of us realize that we had crushes on our beloved, but we were in denial. The fact that whenever we tease her about Wei Xuan liking her made her really pissed, but we didn't say anything about her liking him back, and she didn't even tell us that she did like him. For me, I didn't realize that I had a crush on Fariz, everyone knew I disliked him because he bullied me too much, and for that fact that I didn't tell anyone that I had a crush on him and I liked being around him 'cause he's just fun to be with.

I realize that I can't talk much about my relationship with other people, Nisa feels the same way too, somehow they really don't bother or they simply wouldn't understand. I guess it's kinda rare to find the one at this age, but Nisa and I did, so I guess we're each other's confidant. I was the first person to hear all her insecurities, and she's the first for me too. Having a 3-hour-long conversation with her makes me a little bit better, definitely relieved, like she's taken away the heavy weight off me. She feels the same way too, she's been bottling it up more than I have.

Today is such a lonely day, my baby's away, my beloved grandmother passed away a hundred days from today, and although their smell still lingers on me now, it's not the same as touching them, because they're not here. Especially grandma, God rest her soul.

Loves

ELATED (:

School's been okay, 16 teaching days left before promos. die. So it's like a must for to go to school everyday. I had lit lecture today, and the usual gang thought that it won't be productive 'cause other people would make a lot of noise, but ironically we're making the noise.

I received a text message from baby earlier today. It reads 'Baby i got into an accident. haha' WAH HE STILL CAN LAUGH SOME MORE. When I met him, (you know being all worried and all) he still can laugh even more about his motorbike accident. I feel like slapping him sometimes, the time where he doesn't know how to be serious, and he can't wait for more. Thank God he only has minor injuries. I'm just crossing my fingers and praying hard for him.