I need you, I don't need you

"It's the answer spoken by the young and old, rich and
poor, democrat and republican, black, white, hispanic, asian, native american,
gays, straight, disabled and non-disabled. Americans that send a message to the
world that we have never been just a collection of individuals or a collection
of red states and blue states, we are and always be the United States of
America."

I have been of unsound mind, I have one too many flaws, I just wish I would stop being dumb

Common sense doesn't come easily for me, I get frustrated easily when everything goes wrong. I kept pondering what's wrong with them, ultimately what's wrong with me, why I can't see eye to eye with the world anymore. I've been so cooped in my own little world, oblivious to those outside, or have they made me this way? Character is build from within, so my egoistic self and stupidity has always to be blamed for. These two best friends has got to go. I will change. I am trying to change. I have been changing. This change does not seem to be progressing. I am trying hard. I've tried harder. I'm not trying hard enough. This is not enough. I'm sick of trying and getting the same mundane results. Learn and apply, yea I just have to learn and apply.